Save Yourself
2004-07-11||xx||11:38 p.m.
So freakin tired. Not exhausted, but close. I'd love, just for once, to be totally exhausted, to the point of simply crashing and sleeping. To have my muscles worked fully to their breaking point. I could go back out on the bike and do just that tonight but I have a feeling I would blow my knee before I got tired. i already can feel it in my left knee a bit, and I really don't want to stress it further.
Today was another blah day ina series of blah days. this one was compounded however, by the fact that i was late leaving for work and in doing so got caught ina mother of a downpour. it felt right good at first, until that first fucker decided to hit that puddle on 85.... NOT happy then. Sheets of water is one thing, when theyre coming down at you, but when theyre traveling sidewaysd at 55+ mph that's a whole nother bag of shit.
But I got in to work alright, even on time which suprised the holy fuck out of me. When I left home it was 7 to 3, when I got to work it was 20 after 3... Pargos isn't exactly close to home either.
Then, oh joy, i find out that shelley is working for Stacy who has not worked with us now for four weeks. That's starting to annoy me truly.
But yeah, that was it, just a blah night compounded with more blahness. I think it will soon be time to sit down and do the pro's and cons of working there versus working somewhere else. Just getting to that point.
I'm gonna search for the lyrics to what is in my head right now... It's Save Yourself by Stabbing Westward.
Save Yourself
I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So you're searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself
I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
I am just as fucked as you
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone
I think I'd rather be alone
You can not save me
You can't even save yourself
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
Save yourself
So just save yourself
Cephy
Oh, by the way- first five songs I have heard are:
1: Type O Negative- Summer Breeze
2:Tool- H.
3:Mushroomhead- Indifferent
4:Run DMC- Walk this Way
5:U2- With or Without You