Famous Last Words
2004-07-01||xx||12:33 a.m.
Well, i is a little crunked up right now. I had what some in the industry might refer to as a bad fucking night, and i felt the need to divert the anger into some happiness, and drown some of that sorrow out of the way. to that end, i doused my soul, which was on fire, in a shot of Jim Beam. For the record, i despise drinking shots of Jim, in fact I don't even do the stuff in coke. But tonight, I shot opne and chased it with two coronas? And why, you may ask?
Cause things got a little fucked up, that's why.
It started out well- Chrissy stopped by to pick up part of the cell bill, and we chatted for a bit. Then, noel, the girl that everyone agrees would look good with a ball gag in her mouth, came back to compliment me on my bandanna. *blink* My...bandana. It's white, and plain and serves no purpose other than to keep the sun from baking my sorry little brain while riding across town. it's not diamond studded, or even special, it's just a fucking bandanna, and she, is only, 17. So, whatever what ever, fucking thing she was hinting at while complimenting me on my fucking plain bandanna, it was pointless because frankly, as much as I may enjoy seeing her in a ball gag, she is, 17. Give it another year honey- you'll be legal and I will stand less of a chance of jail time for that thought.
Anyways, after that we got a trifle busy. And that's when it all began. Jessica... this girl, is possessed of an ass the size of texas...and not in a wholly altogether good way. (You know, some girls got that DAMN ass going on, she... um, no.) Anyways, as the night progressed, she did more and more things to piss me off. Granted she wasn't doing them on purpose, but still, she's not new, she has been there for a while and damn it girl, you should fucking know by now. Forgetting to ring in food, needing it on the fly, then after we make it, never ringing it in? That's not right. So, she got me mad, and so did Jose', who got slammed true, but also he stopped listening. Take this for instance, on a 400 degree flat top grill, a piece of lemon pepper trout takes all of two minutes. For some reason, it took him close to thirty minutes to get one to me. I got mad- i already was working wheel, fry, but I had to go down and help him out too. And that's fucked, for someone to be running three positions while busy and have to listen to all the servers coming back with their mistakes.
Like Jody.
I love this girl to death- she is just awesome at her job, but tonight, she made an error, and she had to explain it to me. Normally, I LOVE staring into her eyes and chatting, but when the dupe machine is rolling into the 6 foot range, i geta little anxious. Finally i got her thing fixed and we moved on, but everything eventually got me pissed and I had to step off line for a minute. Granted, when i stepped off i poured myself a sprite/pink lemonade/ blush wine combo but still- I was mad....
And so i drank a little and chatted after work. And had to geta ride home, cause honestly, i would have not been able to make it home without being pulled over. i know what i can drink, and when i am drunk and when i slur and jump around... it's a good sign.
So here's the lyrics....It's Famous Last Words by Zeromancer. If you want an album you can get into that's approachable from an easy to listen to standpoint, as an introduction to the band, ZZYZX is the one for you. It's the most recent, and where this song appears. However, if you'd like the best one the band has out there, and where I first learned to love this band,then the second one, Eurotrash is the one for you. Anyways, this song is my song for the night. What i am in the mood of, and for.
Kill your senses
You might be right
Hold your fire
I'll take you higher
Never drop
We'll never stop
Tar for feathers
Blood for honey
Milk for money
Isn't it funny how it hurts
How it hurts
You never see me make
The same mistake twice
You never see a tear
Coming out of these eyes
You never see me beg
For another shot
And you never see me change
Into something I'm not
Famous last words
Stare at someone
You used to know
Laughs at you
Turns around and fade away
If only I could see it that way
Kill your senses
It can't be right
Isn't it funny how it hurts
You never see me make
The same mistake twice
You never see a tear
Coming out of these eyes
You never see me quit
See me disengage
And you never see me spit in your face
Out of rage
Famous last words
Cephy