Day before V-Day
2004-02-13||xx||7:38 p.m.
I had a thought this morning, before I headed off to work. I feel that things have become redundant for me, that i am simply going through the motions of working and existing. I certainly have reached a point where I no longer enjoy the job i currently do- it's more to the effect of seeing friends on a daily basis than enjoying what I do. Also, I feel as if there is nothing there that can challenge me any more. I have reached the pinnacle of my experience there, I am at the top of my game and I can go no further.
Take today for example- Fridays really bother me, just from a standpoint of having to do damned near everything simply because Keith showed up late, then Tim simply never showed up. Being at the point I am, with thought here, not really in the mood for playing these stupid games. I told my manager that i was tired, and embarrassed to be working there, given that he forgets to order food items and we are constantly running out of food. It drives me nuts and I just can't do it any longer. I cannot wait to get out of here, and into something else, but that won't be for some time yet.
Ah well, I will try to update tomorrow as well, but if not- see you sometime next week.
Love, Cephy