309- Run, run screaming...
2003-11-18||xx||2:58 p.m.
Swiped without regret from Amber's "other" diary... a thing for boredom...
I AM: odd as they come, but lovably unique at the same time :)
I WANT: food, good food, um, filet mignon!
I HAVE: lots of patience and self drive
I WISH: For my friends to be happy- I'll worry about myself, but they need more happiness in their lives
I HATE: rascist views, ignorance and close-minded people
I MISS: Brookie and Sue
I FEAR: dying alone and unloved
I HEAR: voices- but I like to argue back
I SEARCH: for my limitations
I WONDER: if dead people are mad at the urbanization and colonization of the land that their once perfect funeral plots sat next to? ie- that highway next door...
I REGRET: losing Julie
I LOVE: cats, warm summer days, rainy nights, big puddle splashing with best friends, meeting best friends on a swingset, warm patches of sunshine where you can nap for hours, and of course, good friends
I ACHE: knee- from the wreck, elbow from god only knows what...
I ALWAYS: curse- can't help it, it's common language for me
I AM NOT: worried about other peoples opinions, or preconceptions of me- I am myself, whether you like it or not
I DANCE: when hyper...and in front of the computer
I SING: when no one else is around, when i am hyper and with my brother
I CRY: a lot- I am emotional
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy?
I WRITE: whatever floats my boat, and often
I WON: every goal I set before me
I LOST: my mom, to cancer
I CONFUSE: everyone, at some point
I NEED: love?
I SHOULD: save money
x. three things you are often complimented for: cooking, morals, sense of self
x. you get embarrassed when: I get caught dancing
x. what upsets you: stupid servers, player mentality people
Yes or No...
x. You keep a diary: yes
x. You like to cook: for my friends, yes
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: no
x. You're in love: not currently
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: watch?
x. You bite your fingernails: No
x. You believe in love: yes
Who is...?
The weirdest person you know: Me
The Loudest Person you Know: Erin
Your close friends: Brooke, Mike, Frank. Anna
The person that knows the most about you: Brooke
Most Boring Teacher: I don't recall the boring ones
What is...
Your most overused phrase on IM: POUNCE!
The last image/thought you go to sleep with: Oh no, not again...
Your best feature: *shrugs*
Inside joke: That would be telling now wouldn't it?
Do You...?
Have any crushes: Yes
Think you know you've been in love: Grrrr
Have any tattoos/where?: No
Piercings/where?: No
Get motion sickness: In the back of a car occasionally
Think you're a health freak: No
Get along with your parents: *sigh*
When you see this name you think of...
Ryan: ?
Rob: Merril- tall, thin asshole
Drew: Goth Drew- had a purple vw bug
Stephanie: March- god she was annoying
Heather: my friend at Pargos, long time crush there
ron:
Amy: Dopey- "It's in THAT one!"
Paul: My cousin who died when I was younger
Eve: ?
John: one of my best friends, who went to jail in AZ for stupidity
Alex: Mike's sister
Justin: Mike's friend
Ricky: ?
Jack: sister
Screen names: Darkwyng98
Sign: Leo
Natural Hair Color: brown
Current Hair Color: bald
Eye Color: blue
Birthplace: Frederick, MD
Favorites
Number: 7, 13
Color: Black, purple, red, green, gold
Day: Friday
Month: October/ August
Song: "If you Leave"
Food: Filet Mignon, Betty's dinner, Spaghetti carbonara percal
Season: Summer
Drink: Long island ice tea, caramel apple cordial, pineapple cordial
Vegetables: brocolli, cabbage
Fruits: raspberries, bananas
Preferences
Cuddle or Make Out: cuddle
Chocolate Milk or Hot Chocolate:neither
Dark or White Chocolate: Neither
Vanilla or Chocolate: Vanilla
In the last 24 hours, have you...
Cried? No
Helped Someone? yes
Bought Something? yes
Gotten Sick? no
Gone to the Cinema? no
Gone out for Dinner? yes
Said "I love you"? no
Written a real letter? no
Talked to an ex? no
Missed an ex? no
Written in a journal? yes
Had a serious talk? no
Missed Someone? yes
Hugged Someone? no
Kissed Someone? no
Fought with your parents? no
Fought with a friend? no
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K- the update- nothing much happened for me- bought a few things, have been playing games all week, broke my bike today- blah. Getting ideas together for christmas and now I have to walk home because the brakes broke on my bike- can't ride with no brakes...
Anyways. that's that- love you all,
Jon