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A Screename and Some Cod...
2002-01-13||xx||4:06 a.m.


So here I was....having just responded to a post, on my secondary account and I got the urge to download a song. So... I bebopped onto Morpheus, did the search, found it, started the download and decided, hey, what the hell- I''' check my mail on my primary account while I am here.

I had 21 messages, and none of them were pertinent messages about anything good.

Credit offers, aol offers, dirty porn, stuff from Nicole saying she met me in a chat room when I haven't been in one for a while....Nothing good....

And I sat there and wondered, what the hell am I doing with this screenname?

The one I have has everything I need, all my friends, all my fav places, and I spend infinitely more time on there than I do anything else....

So I thought- why bother? Why have it? Why?

So, here's a question to my friends, and yes, I know I am asking a lot out of you all this week...but hey, inquiring minds want to know- should I erase my other account? Should I let Hoptoe die? It was Frank's name originally, back when we first started out on the internet, some four years ago. I am no longer Hop so much as Cephy....and it is my own identity I suppose, more so than most.

Let me know....;o)

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In other news, today, at work, my morning shift, I saw a fight.

It was interesting as fights go- two girls, both of whom I consider friends, arguing over things as usual, when it suddenly, inexplicably came to blows.

One swung a few bags of frozen cod at the other and it was on.....

It was short, and disturbing, and I'm still not sure what my reaction was.

But I was muted....that much is assured....I don't like seeing people fight- it all seems so pointless to me, like a waste of energy.

I don't know- just me I guess.

Cephy

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